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Thursday, February 7, 2008

What It All Means

You may not think that the songs I post have anything to do with my trying to lose weight. The thing is, they do. These songs are a representation of who I am and what I'm going through in my life. A good song can speak all the words that I can't find. It will make my heart feel like someone else in the world understands exactly what I'm feeling. It can make my heart feel that much closer to God.

So, the songs that I have posted represent where I am at in my life right now. Sometimes I feel like I don't know exactly how to explain my feelings, but, the song has all the right words. A song like "Something There" speaks of feeling like God still has a purpose for your life, even when you feel like you've failed in so many areas and like God doesn't have a use for you anymore. I have felt like that at times when it comes to gaining weight. I feel like I have tried so hard to change but I have also failed so many times. So as the song says, "if I'm breathing in, does that mean you still want me, that you still see something there." I am still here, I am still wanted and needed.

The songs I post hold a lot of personal meaning to me. I just thought that I should explain that to you. I will continue to post songs time and time again and I hope that you enjoy them. They may not have as deep of meaning to you as they do for me, but I hope that you can still appreciate them.